“On Being Fired Again” by Erin Belieu
Poetry 180: A Poem a Day for American High Schools, Hosted by Billy Collins, U.S. Poet Laureate, 2001-2003
On Being Fired Again
I've known the pleasures of being fired at least eleven times- most notably by Larry who found my snood unsuitable, another time by Jack, whom I was sleeping with. Poor attitude, tardiness, a contagious lack of team spirit; I have been unmotivated squirting perfume onto little cards, while stocking salad bars, when stripping covers from romance novels, their heroines slaving on the chain gang of obsessive love- and always the same hard candy of shame dissolving in my throat; handing in my apron, returning the cash- register key. And yet, how fine it feels, the perversity of freedom which never signs a rent check or explains anything to one's family. I've arrived again, taking one more last walk through another door, thinking “I am what is wrong with America,” while outside in the emptied, post-rushhour street, the sun slouches in a tulip tree and the sound of a neighborhood pool floats up on the heat.
from One Above & One Below, 2001
Copper Canyon Press
Copyright 2001 by Erin Belieu.
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About the Poet
Born in Nebraska, Erin Belieu (1965- ) earned an MA from Boston University and an MFA from Ohio State University. Belieu is the author of four poetry collections, including Slant Six (Copper Canyon Press, 2014).
Learn more about Erin Beleiu at The Poetry Foundation.