Personal Narrative Film, Video Manuscript/Mixed Material Photo, Print, Drawing Tammy Smith Collection

Veterans History Project Service Summary:
- War or Conflict: Afghan War, 2001-
- Branch of Service: Army
- Unit of Service: 99th Regional Readiness Command, Army Reserve; Active Guard Reserve
- Location of Service: Afghanistan; Panama City, Panama
- Highest Rank: Brigadier General
Brigadier General Tammy Smith felt the tension between her personal and professional lives early on in her military career: she realized she was gay during her freshman year of college, while attending the University of Oregon on an ROTC scholarship. During the early years of her service, while she held leadership positions during deployments to Panama and Costa Rica and as one of the first female commanders at the Joint Readiness Training Center at Fort Polk, Louisiana, she learned to live within the Army’s policies, maintaining a very private life outside of work. Her frustration at having to keep her two lives separate took its toll after multiple decades of service, and she decided to retire, only to reverse this decision upon hearing Admiral Michael Mullen, then-Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, testify in support of ending the "Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell" policy. She served in Afghanistan from 2010-2011, and in 2012 was appointed as Brigadier General, a promotion which made her the military’s first openly gay flag officer.
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PlayRealizing her freshman year at University of Oregon that she was gay; reconciling that with being in ROTC; writing a statement of support for ROTC to the university board; was never actually asked by ROTC if she was gay. 00:18:16.0 - 00:20:45.0
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PlayUnder the radar gay subculture during deployment to Costa Rica; off-duty and off-base socialization; dynamics of relationships during this time; always choosing the Army first. 00:30:27.0 - 00:36:53.0
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PlayDid not know people who were investigated for being gay; kept personal and professional worlds very separate; learning leadership lessons from the closet. 00:38:59.0 - 00:42:12.0
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PlayBecoming increasingly frustrated at having to hide her relationship and personal life; personal values in conflict with her professional values; deciding to retire from the Army. 01:23:09.0 - 01:27:36.0
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PlayTestimony by Admiral Mullen, then the Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, on gays in the military; feeling a glimmer of hope; deciding not to retire and to ask to deploy. 01:27:37.0 - 01:31:30.0
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PlayMost meaningful experience in Afghanistan; attending funeral services; interacting with the Polish delegation at a particular funeral service. 01:34:40.0 - 01:37:19.0
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PlayReengagement with soldiers; using her role as colonel to have a positive influence; repeal of DADT while she was deployed. 01:39:20.0 - 01:41:28.0
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PlayKnowing that some people are still afraid of coming out while serving. 01:54:19.0 - 01:54:48.0
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PlayWhile coming out was hard, serving while openly gay has been comparatively so easy; lightening of burden; feeling so much stronger because she can acknowledge herself as part of a partnership. 02:01:47.0 - 02:03:58.0
About this Item
Title
- Tammy Smith Collection
Names
- Richard Williams
- Williams, Richard
- Smith, Tammy
- Quick, David
Headings
- - Smith, Tammy
- - Afghan War, 2001- -- Personal Narratives
- - United States. Army.
Repository
- Veterans History Project, American Folklife Center, Library of Congress
Gender
- Female
Status
- Veteran
Service History
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Afghan War, 2001-
- Branch of Service: Army
- Unit of Service: 99th Regional Readiness Command, Army Reserve; Active Guard Reserve
- Location of Service: Afghanistan; Panama City, Panama
- Highest Rank: Brigadier General
- Entrance into Service: Commissioned
- Military Status: Veteran
Materials
- Video: MiniDV [1 item] -- Oral history interview (collected 02/01/2013)
- Video: MiniDV [1 item] -- Oral history interview (collected 02/01/2013)
- Video: DVD [1 item] -- Reference copy (collected 02/01/2013)
- Video: DVD [1 item] -- Reference copy (collected 02/01/2013)
- Video: MiniDV [1 item] -- Oral history interview (collected 02/01/2013)
Collection Number
- AFC/2001/001/87501
Cite as
- Tammy Smith Collection (AFC/2001/001/87501), Veterans History Project, American Folklife Center, Library of Congress
Online Format
- image
- video